This piece was inspired by the visions and dreams that I was having about my daughter, Freedom, back in August before she was conceived as well as the visions and dreams that I had of freedom in the literal sense too during that time. It was a time of intense healing and divine transformation. The month before the blog’s theme was “Just Freedom all July.” I had a hunch to do an internal cleanse of my mind, body, and spirit. Then I started “Sober September” where I gave up things that didn’t serve me anymore and carried that momentum on into the real Sober October, which was also the blog’s theme for that month. I took that a step further into “No Toxins November” which I also blogged about. Before I could finish the month of November, I had a positive early pregnancy test. I knew this was her. I was initially very excited but also shocked at the notion that I would have 2 babies under 2. Depression, fear, and worry crept in a month later as I felt that I was rebuilding myself while going through all of the emotional and physical changes that pregnancy brings once again. Now I feel that I’m almost out of the “Wilderness” (see blog) and that both my daughter Freedom and the vision for freedom are both near full manifestation. I’m thankful.
Rebirth, another one
Except this time I’m birthing Freedom